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Izaya Orihara | 折原臨也 (prophetizaya) wrote,
@ 2010-07-18 01:02:00

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to love and to be loved

I will always forgive you...because I love you.
[For lack of a better word, last night with Kimblee was nothing short of heavenly.

I feel like such a moron, acting this way...but it was nice. Maybe this was what I wanted all along. To be kissed like that. It's something I never thought I could have. I feel oddly satisfied. There's no need to find new drama to entertain myself with. I feel satisfied with things the way they are -- even if I would have called this "boring" just two days ago.]

Oh, yeah, by the way. My powers were revoked or something. I can't control this world anymore. I don't know the reason, but that's how it is.

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	hippiejesus 2010-07-18 09:38 pm UTC (link)
	I can only imagine it's because of your actions the other night. You have no right to this world's powers if you're going to use them to destroy it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	1337haxor 2010-07-18 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, somehow I think that almost destroying the world would be a good reason to take away this loser's powers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ganterrific 2010-07-19 04:07 am UTC (link)
	Well, if that's not good enough, what could be? Ha ha, I feel relieved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1337haxor 2010-07-19 07:01 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad to know the world doesn't WANT to be destroyed. It seems like it wants every other crazy shenanigan, so I wouldn't be surprised. But yeah...I'm relieved, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ganterrific 2010-07-19 05:14 pm UTC (link)
	Ha ha ha, I see what you mean...But destruction is an end to its fun, so... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1337haxor 2010-07-19 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:02 am UTC (link)
	It's not like I knew that would happen! My only goal was to make Ryoji powerless, not to destroy the world. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hippiejesus 2010-07-19 07:08 am UTC (link)
	Your reasons are irrelevant in a matter such as this. If there weren't the likes of us around, the world would be doomed regardless of your intentions. I hope you think of this as your punishment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:11 am UTC (link)
	Hey, we might have figured it out eventually. Anyway, I get it -- I shouldn't mess with things I don't know anything about, right? Punishment or no, it's not going to stop me from experimenting with things from time to time. I'm curious; what can I say? Maybe I want to find a way to cheat death. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hippiejesus
2010-07-19 07:16 am UTC (link)

You have already received a warning from this world's consciousness and yet you continue to stick your nose in places it doesn't belong? I will say no more. I can see the futility in speaking with you about it.

Further inquiry into the matter will only lead to your downfall. There is no way to cheat death. It is an unbreakable rule that governs humans. People have been trying to cheat death for many centuries but to no avail. If you are either so arrogant or so foolish as to feel that you will be the one human to prove this theory wrong, you are sadly mistaken.

The only salvation rests in the end itself.

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	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:19 am UTC (link)
	Why, you're so insightful all of the sudden! It's rare to see you speak such a way in this place. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:20 am UTC (link)
	But I'll have you know that I am fully aware of the possible consequences to such actions. And maybe you're right -- that I'm arrogant or foolish, but it's important to me to face my fears. I have to face death head on. And win. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hippiejesus
2010-07-19 07:23 am UTC (link)

"In this place?" You sound as if you are aware of how I present myself in other places. But you are correct. I have little interest in the workings of this world -- it is a brief (or perhaps not so brief) respite from the troubles of my own world. I see no reason to preach to others in a world such as this.

As far as facing your fears is concerned, that is an admirable goal. However, be that as it may, I believe you have mistaken facing your fears with running from them, Izaya-san.

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prophetizaya
2010-07-19 07:26 am UTC (link)

Believe what you want to believe. I'm doing what I have to for myself and no one else.

And just as it is with you, there isn't much I can do about it in this world. Or so it seems, with the failure of my recent plan. I'll just have to bide my time here until the times comes when I can return to my own world (where I will become the Valkyrie Celty's chosen warrior).

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	hippiejesus 2010-07-19 07:29 am UTC (link)
	I see. Well, holding tightly to one's beliefs is also admirable in its own way, despite the foolishness of yours. We may be stuck here a long time, so, it is best to do as you said and bide your time. Try not to think about that part too much. You'll enjoy yourself more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:30 am UTC (link)
	Heh. Thanks for the advice. I'll try. ...I would find it easier if I wasn't wasting valuable time here, though. I won't be twenty-one forever, as much as I hate to say it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1337haxor 2010-07-19 07:30 am UTC (link)
	Sorry to butt in, Takaya, but Izaya-- aren't you twenty-three? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:33 am UTC (link)
	Ahhh, don't say that. [Izaya chuckles.] It's true, I'm twenty-three. But I like to think of myself as being forever twenty-one. [In a place like this, though, I begin to realize how untrue this is. Wasting the best years of my life, I tell you. And wasting the time I could be spending bringing chaos to fuel the war.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1337haxor 2010-07-19 07:34 am UTC (link)
	Right... Anyway, Takaya's right. Enjoy the peace while you can. Important plans aside, it's better like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:36 am UTC (link)
	I'll take your advice to heart. [Not. Have you both grown weak in your time here? So weak as to believe that "peace" is better than your own prophecy? I won't do the same, even if I never return to Tokyo. I simply refuse.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	theappriser 2010-07-18 10:12 pm UTC (link)
	[whispers to Izaya:] So, you got what you wanted the other night, didn't you? I was shocked, to say the least. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:03 am UTC (link)
	[whispers back:] Let's not discuss this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theappriser 2010-07-19 07:09 am UTC (link)
	[still whispering:] Sensitive, are we? Well, then. I'm sure I'll be able to discuss it with you or Kimblee at some point, so I won't pester. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:12 am UTC (link)
	...Discuss it with him if you want to, I don't care. I just don't want to do it. Not with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theappriser 2010-07-19 07:17 am UTC (link)
	Alright. If you say so. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	itipmyhat 2010-07-19 04:06 am UTC (link)
	I'll be around, you terrible person, you. [Of course, Kimblee doesn't sound mad at all as he says this.] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:04 am UTC (link)
	...That's all I need to hear. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	betweenphotos 2010-07-19 04:07 am UTC (link)
	I'm with Ryoji on this one... But I... I can't say I... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:04 am UTC (link)
	I didn't know that would happen either. But it was kind of because of you...in a way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-07-19 05:09 pm UTC (link)
	You...were you, Izaya. And I was a catalyst. Is it alright for me to say that I bring out the better side of Solf? (I can't say he does the same to me.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-07-19 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	I just...I don't approve, but maybe I do? This is all very complicated to me. Solf is very complicated. Apparently, so am I. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	You don't approve but you do? Make up your mind! Haha...no, I get it. But it wouldn't be any fun if it wasn't complicated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-07-20 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	I'm bad at making up my mind. What can I say? I've been wondering if there was a way I could "share" consciousness with you when I take your body. Since it's not nice to block you out like that. I guess we'll see. You and I are bound to always have a complicated relationship, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-20 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, but... I'm not going to share. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	snapbangboom 2010-07-19 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Do you think your powers will eventually return? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 07:05 am UTC (link)
	I couldn't say. It'd be nice if they did, but I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	snapbangboom 2010-07-19 05:13 pm UTC (link)
	Well, it's never happened to anyone else here, so who can say, right? [Roy figures they'll just have to wait and see. This might be like a probationary period for Izaya. If his powers return, will they come back all at once or gradually?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-07-19 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Just have to wait and see. (Reply to this) (Parent)