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Izaya Orihara | 折原臨也 (prophetizaya) wrote,
@ 2010-08-04 17:11:00

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i still forgive you

Hurt.
Ngh...I don't want any more pain killers, Hojo. It makes me too out of it. I hate not feeling in control.

[Kimblee...Kimblee got so close, but he didn't kill me. He won't kill me.]

Kim-tan, I meant what I said. All of it.

But it was nice...being carried back by Shizu-chan like that. Nice to see him worried about me. And Namie-san too.

What are they going to do to me now?

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	oneechan 2010-08-05 07:28 am UTC (link)
	You liked seeing me worry? That's not very nice. But I suppose it's very like you. ...Maybe I can talk to you though when you're like this (under the influence). (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-08-05 07:29 am UTC (link)
	When I'm like what? Hurt? It's nothing. Did you want to talk? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oneechan 2010-08-05 07:37 am UTC (link)
	Don't "it's nothing" me. You're really hurt. You lost so much blood that you couldn't keep yourself conscious until Angie-san treated you. Do you know how...much that scared me? I thought you might die. Izaya...I... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-08-05 07:41 am UTC (link)
	Hey, don't get upset. Don't worry about me. I thought you didn't care, but I guess you do. Please don't be sad. I can't look at you when you make that face. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oneechan 2010-08-05 07:45 am UTC (link)
	Look, you're not like Seiji to me but you're... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	oneechan 2010-08-05 07:48 am UTC (link)
	Forget it. I'm glad you're alright. I want to talk to you about Kimblee and all of that business. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-08-05 07:49 am UTC (link)
	Yeah? What about him? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

oneechan
2010-08-05 08:35 am UTC (link)

First of all, I know you wanted to get revenge on Lon-san for encouraging Sonohara-san to tell everyone what you did to her. We talked about it. But...was that really why you did it?

You didn't try to deny it all when they presented you with it and you didn't even seem too upset. To top it all off, it didn't seem like Shizuo-san was too angry with you about it either. So, did you hurt him because of Kimblee?

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	prophetizaya 2010-08-05 08:38 am UTC (link)
	Because of...Kim-tan? Sorry, I'm...really feeling out of it right now. I just was mad. I didn't think. I was upset at Kim-tan for...for throwing me away like that. I was upset that he moved on so quickly. And I was missing the action. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	oneechan 2010-08-05 08:39 am UTC (link)
	[... Izaya is acting very strangely. He must be really drugged up. He's being honest.] You don't always have to resort to violence because you're upset. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	itipmyhat 2010-08-05 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I don't love Lon more than Machi... But that's right. I can forgive someone for hurting me. I can't forgive someone who hurts my brother. I'll never forgive myself for what I did to him, so why should I grant such leniency to anyone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-08-05 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	Something about that doesn't make sense. If you love Machi more than Lon than you wouldn't have forgiven me for hurting Machi. Right? I'm not saying you should forgive it, but it kind of pisses me off. Right from the start I felt jealous of him. Even when...even when he was dead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	itipmyhat 2010-08-06 01:25 am UTC (link)
	At the time I didn't quite realize the depths of my feelings for Machi. If you tried something now, it would likely go much worse for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)