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Tweak says, "Cranial infarction!"

Izaya Orihara | 折原臨也 (prophetizaya) wrote,
@ 2010-09-22 23:43:00

Entry tags:

;~;, mixed feelings, to love and to be loved

Can a person have two soulmates?
(Oh, Shizu-chan...I want to have a family with you. You're such a good dad. I'm in bliss whenever I see that face you look at Daniel with--so sincere, so loving. You'd never think a guy like you could hurt a fly when you look like that. And you say such sweet things to me, too. You make me so happy, I just...I can't believe such a thing can exist for a person like me. What have I done to deserve this?

And then...at the same time...

Kim-tan. KIM-TAN. I don't know how long I can go without you. I said I was done and I meant it. I meant it... What do I do?)

...[Izaya sighs.] What a big mess.

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	thestrongestman 2010-09-23 07:03 am UTC (link)
	Uh, Izaya? What's wrong? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:05 am UTC (link)
	Nothing, my wonderful husband! Just talking to myself! [eh heh heh] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thestrongestman 2010-09-23 07:17 am UTC (link)
	Uh, okay. [Totally buys it like the moron he is.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm really happy...Shizu-chan. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thestrongestman 2010-09-23 07:22 am UTC (link)
	Me too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:30 am UTC (link)
	[see icon keywords] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thestrongestman 2010-09-23 07:34 am UTC (link)
	[Oh, Izaya...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thestrongestman 2010-09-23 07:35 am UTC (link)
	chu (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:39 am UTC (link)
	I want to feel like this -- with you -- forever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thestrongestman 2010-09-23 07:44 am UTC (link)
	Me too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	merines 2010-09-23 07:04 am UTC (link)
	Izaya, you're a girl again! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:06 am UTC (link)
	Ah, yeah, is that bad? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	merines 2010-09-23 07:13 am UTC (link)
	No, it's not. I just wondered why. You always have a reason for these things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:16 am UTC (link)
	Well, there is a reason for it... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	merines 2010-09-23 07:17 am UTC (link)
	Are you sharing or not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:20 am UTC (link)
	Because I'm...trying to have a baby. With my husband. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	merines 2010-09-23 07:24 am UTC (link)
	Oh my gosh! Izaya, that's great! Good luck!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:31 am UTC (link)
	Ah, y-yeah. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 07:08 am UTC (link)
	You, um... You and my brother are done with things, aren't you. I think...Well, I don't know what I think completely, but it will be good for you and Shizuo, right? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:15 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, we're...we're done... Sorry to disappoint. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 07:18 am UTC (link)
	It's okay. Don't worry about disappointing me. I'd just like both of you to be happy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:21 am UTC (link)
	I can't seem to decide what will make me happy but...it's not fair to either of them if I don't stick with one decision. He and Machi should make up. Maybe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 07:26 am UTC (link)
	I see what you mean. And it's not fair to Shizuo...and it might not be fair to Solf, but...I don't think he minds if you don't make up your mind. He's so bad at making up his anyway. I don't know about Solf and Machi........ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:31 am UTC (link)
	Well...he might not mind but. It's still not right. You think they're done for good? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 07:37 am UTC (link)
	No, I agree with you. I don't know how to tell. ...Is Solf ever completely done with anyone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:42 am UTC (link)
	I have no idea. I guess it depends on Machi. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 07:43 am UTC (link)
	It probably does. I'm not sure...that I'd like them to be together again, but I won't let my feelings interfere with the situation if I can help it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 07:50 am UTC (link)
	Then...well... I guess it doesn't matter but what do you think should happen? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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betweenphotos
2010-09-23 08:00 am UTC (link)

I think you should stay true to your resolve regarding Shizuo. I mean, if you two hadn't gotten so close, I would've wanted you to end up with my brother, but the situation's gone past that now...

I think Machi should find happiness somewhere else.

I think Solf should take some time to think things over. Deeply. He should concentrate on Daniel and his friendships for a while before he goes after anyone romantically. I wonder if something would ever happen with Ema again? Anyway, he might be...well, better off a bachelor, as he always says he expected to be........

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	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 08:03 am UTC (link)
	But that's...that's so sad. I don't know if I could live with myself, with my decision... ...I suppose there's nothing for me to do right now though. Just wait. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 08:09 am UTC (link)
	Well...it is a little sad, but I think somehow Solf won't rest until he finds something that makes him content. I'll be waiting too, Izaya. I hope things turn out well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	prophetizaya 2010-09-23 08:18 am UTC (link)
	Yeah... Yeah, I do, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	betweenphotos 2010-09-23 08:23 am UTC (link)
	... [Lon seriously wonders how long Izaya can stick to his resolve regarding Shizuo. He knows that Izaya can be very determined when he wants to be.] [He also wonders if his brother will break down and throw himself at any of his past lovers before something else occurs.] (Reply to this) (Parent)